hard time…
im having a hard time reading friends blogs this month…
i dont know if anyone gets this but i just dont give a fuck!
who cares if you are crazy who cares if you have lost all your drive … i mean fuck is this actually helping to inform me your self asteem is really low you feel lonely and need a hug ?
now i am a settled man it isnt the first thing that comes into my head but there was a time where that would be an open invite to go round with a bottle of wine listen to her mope and cry about her problems kiss her and have feel better sex.. which btw never actually makes you feel better. you may get an orgasm but get a long lingering feel of regret for the act as well as cheapening yourself further….
this maybe a contradiction to whine about other people whining but i think its deserved and this has relieved some of the anger and stress i have pent up this week….
anyway….
